martes, octubre 21, 2008

Carta Eulogía

Dedicada al Reverendo Jones - Pastor, hermano en Cristo, amado abuelo.

El camino es árido.
El aire sucio y metálico pesa en mis pulmones
Como pesaba en el suyo,
Hermano.
Pesa la noticia, tardía, interrumpida
Es el trabajo, hermano.
La obra suya parecía liviana, oportuna
Y la mía,
Me enfrenta, recordándome a usted,

Como meta
A los brazos tatuados de experiencia
Los ojos cansados de faena

El saber
Que la sonrisa esforzada es verdadera.
Hermano, sea mi trabajo de hoy en vano.
Para extrañarlo.
Y el de mañana sea árido,
Como el suyo, pesado, pero adecuado.
Sea mi desierto a mi pensamiento liviano.

Mi corazón, como el suyo,
Ufano,
No deje espacio para el pasado.
Mi servicio sea nuevo, a diario.

Y sépase usted amado,
Mi reverendo, mi hermano.

-AIBC

Q came to visit

And it was wonderful.
Had a great time... eating out... doing some serious wedding planning...
We got some errands done, visited some tux-rental shops, made sure the Camino Real people are still on their toes about our wedding.. hehe... it was gooood...
Cant wait to see him again :)

martes, octubre 07, 2008

My ESL classroom is ready!

So after a whole month of construction and renovations, my classroom is ready :D
Im very happy. My days of classroomlessness are over. Today the whiteboard went up and I was able to project power point presentations onto it and even write over the projection... it was so much fun! The kids loved it. I also built a paper tree in one of the corners, with bright red, yellow and orange leaves -- perfect for the fall.
So... just wanted to post a couple pics of my kids... and the classroom..


jueves, septiembre 25, 2008

CONGRATULATIONS MOM!

I didnt blog on Saturday to make this announcement. I probably shouldn't be up this late tonight either... but I had to blog on this.
Last Saturday, Mom graduated ~WITH HONORS, may I say~ from the Universidad Pedagogica Nacional. First place in her generation ~A+ all the way, not even an A-. That's how smart my mother is. She also gave a killer speech during the graduation ceremony... We are all bursting with pride.
Mom, I know this is neither the first nor the last of the many great accomplishments God has for you. I'm so happy for you... I LOVE YOU!

miércoles, septiembre 17, 2008

Can't Sleep

Writing a post for my blog will forever remind me of the first week I spent with my husband to be… back in Dallas, when I would write in the wee hours of the night simply because it was the only time I could do it. And I HAD to do it, of course, because I knew he’d be reading it soon. Just knowing that he would was enough of a booster to keep me up for hours, writing away, making sure to include the most interesting things in my crazy busy life to entertain and impress him.

Well, it’s sort of like that still… except this time around he is somewhere in the US and Im down here in Mexico. It’s past midnight for me, and I haven’t been able to go to sleep yet, because I have way too many things in my head. The anticipation doesn’t let me sleep. Forgive me if for a moment I write like no one else will read this… Q, Ry bear… I miss you.

Home will always be home. There’s the expected and familiar.. and I’m grateful for that. I am grateful to be here. But there are a lot of things I just didn’t expect.. the busy-ness and messiness of it all, for one thing, disorients me once in a while (and don’t get me wrong, it was busy and messy enough with just me, but now it’s 9 of us!) I expected this time to be a bit more laid back.. a time to enjoy my family leisurely. Strange that I expected that, knowing how crazy my parents’ schedule is –and I want to be of as much help as I can be. This is my very last year at home, and at home we all eat from the same pot. All for one, and one for all! I’m learning to re-embrace it.

So I am once again a “teenager,” a Sunday-school teacher, a school secretary, an active member of a youth group.. and of course a sister/daughter, a wedding planner and an ESL teacher, which were the three main goals for the year.

It’s been a busy month for me… emotionally and otherwise. Busy, busy. It’s been a strangely overwhelming AND fun month. Both hectic and exciting, tiring and rewarding….

School is going amazingly well, despite the expected bumpy start. Office paperwork is as complicated as I knew it’d be… and teaching 1st through 6th grade ESL is no easy feat, especially while the classroom is under construction and still lacks a blackboard. But I do have plenty of space, seats, and a computer (my laptop) and a projector. And Dad bought me a Disney interactive program, which the kids LOVED. I also have a whole lot of Power Points, flashcards, and other didactic materials. I think the kids and I are all having a lot of fun, and they are learning fairly quickly. In a month (2 classes a week) most of the grades have learned school vocabulary, the pronouns, the verb to be, this/these, that/those, the, my, a… the family, the house, the numbers, the calendar… my goodness.. I’m going fast. But that’s how smart they are. I’m very proud of them.

Hard things? Learning names, keeping the noise level down, and grading so much homework! But I refuse to lower the hw load.. they need it.

Fun things? Games and crafts with the kids. I had the 1st grade kiddos make cubes with the names of the months, and they loved it. The cubes came out surprisingly well, given the age of the kids. They are all cute and colorful, and I intend on hanging them to the paper tree Im building in one of the corners of the classroom…Getting little notes and drawings is also a lot of fun too :)

So that’s been the start of the year for me.. I love teaching :) The kiddos make me happy .. jejejeje…

Alrights… Im going to sleep now.. Im finally starting to fade.

martes, septiembre 16, 2008

It's officially 16 de Septiembre


¡Feliz Cumpleaños a mi Patria!

Happy Birthday, my great Mexico. May God always bless you.

¡QUE VIVAN LOS HÉROES QUE NOS DIERON LIBERTAD!

Summer Update II

... The very next day after arriving from la Sierra I woke up very early to get Q from the airport. He was visiting to help with wedding plans and to be here for my birthday. Wedding planning went great.. and so did the birthday. Q has been super supportive with the wedding stuff… I keep changing my mind about things… and every once in a while I become a knot of emotions, and he helps me untangle them… He is SUCH an amazing fiancé…

We organized the wedding ceremony and got a photographer. We looked at invitations, but the ones I like are incredibly costly, so Im still looking for a better option.

My birthday (and my dad’s) was a lot of fun. My siblings got me little gifts, which according to tradition they gave to me as soon as the sun came up (yup.. woke me up early in the morning… I was half asleep) Dad got some great gifts too. I gave him a portable radio for when he and the kiddos go to the football games. Q supplemented the radio with some UTEP gear.. it was a fun gift, I thought. I didn’t do any cleaning the whole day (hehe). And then we had dinner together at night – cabrito, brought on a plane by a pastor friend of my dad’s .. all the way from Monterrey. Dad was raised in Monterrey, and he had been craving cabrito for a while… so we had it brought from the national center of cabrito breeding and roasting. Cabrito is a very difficult roast… the kid (as in goats, don’t start with the baby eating, Q) has to be a very specific weight AND age, and it has to be roasted with a specific wood, at a specific temperature… very delicately… any of this goes wrong, and the meat will either fall apart or become plastic-like or hard. Its very difficult to make, I hear.

Anyway… it was a good dinner… and we had fun getting a meal from so far away… and Dad and I felt special.

Q took me the very next day to a restaurant I had been wanting to go to for a while. We had traditional Mexican food… they had a good chef in the back and a very nice waiter who tried to act like he hadn’t seen my flip flops and let us in :P Q had a huge stake and I had salmon and corn soup. The soup had huitlacoche, a very rare fungus that grows on corn under conditions so specific that they are impossible to recreate –it only grows ‘wildly,’ so it’s considered a delicacy. I loved the soup it was a part of, but when I had a bit of huitlacoche on bread, I have to admit I didn’t like it. I suppose I have a ghetto sense of taste. But I enjoyed the whole thing… lunch was absolutely great, service was splendid, and the place is as gorgeous as I imagined it’d be. Q and I had some alone time, and we talked and talked and had a great time together… it was a good birthday indeed :D

It was great having Q at home this summer. He accompanied me in my daily routine and helped me out with everything… we took walks, and went to the movies, and even went shopping once.

After he left, it was all about Anapra. We got ready for school, did some major cleaning in the house, and pretty much just tried to tie any loose ends before September caught on to us :P

And all in all, it was a good start of the school year.

sábado, septiembre 13, 2008

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, MY LOVE!

It's our last September apart!
You are the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me...
It only gets better each year.
Te amo!

miércoles, septiembre 03, 2008

SUMMER UPDATE part I

This is what Ive written so far... Im a little behind on my blogging, so I want to try and catch up.. let's see if I get it done :P

Life so far this school year is crazy! I want to sleeeep... lol. It's very hard work, teaching in Anapra, but very rewarding... I do love teaching. Im very excited to hear my kids at the end of the semester, speaking good English.. hehe...

Please pray for my uncle, who left to Torreon on Sunday to be checked by a heart specialist. We hope God will be with him and with us... and we hope this specialist will think differently. They wont perform surgery on him for fear he won't survive it, but he can't live much longer without it, so we hold on to hope! All is possible in Him.

Ok.. here goes the update.



SUMMER UPDATE part I

It’s been a while since I last wrote… it seems like summer just started and it is already over. It was a great summer. I came home after presenting my paper, after all the family graduations, and my own HDS graduation… and soon after Q visited us. This really nice boy, K, had been with us for a couple weeks when Q came, and suddenly we were a gang -my siblings, the kid, and Q and I. I thought it was a lot of fun. We went to the park together, went out to eat together, went to the movies together… Being with my siblings and K felt like Q and I were 15 again, only together this time around. I’ve always felt a little melancholic about the time of Q’s life I missed…

The family got really attached to K. The kid came to spend time with us, practice his already impressive Spanish skills, and work in Anapra. He is a sophomore at Vanderbilt this year -a musician and a poet. I kept trying to get him and my little sister together, but they wouldn’t hear anything about it. We gave him a really hard time, but he endured our schedule, our chaotic life style, and our constant noisiness – and he did it with a smile. Most importantly, he liked our food. I like to think that he’s almost as Mexicanized as my very own Q. I hope the school year is going well for him.

Soon after Q and K left, my family went on vacation… TO CANCUN! We had a blast. We rested enough, ate more than enough, and had even more than enough crazy adventures. We saw one of the “new” world’s wonders, the ruins of Chichen-Itza, and a few other awesome places like Tulum and Xcaret. Tulum is one of the most beautiful archeological sites I have ever seen. It is right by the sea… and it is surrounded by an expanse of jungle and its wild life… As soon as we entered through the ancient stone wall that protects the city, I felt like I’d stepped down from a time machine… It was absolutely amazing. Tulum made me miss Q a lot. I think he would have loved it… all that history!

Xcaret is an eco-tourism park. It is HUGE… like a mini-Disneyland, only Cancun-themed :P I don’t know how else to describe it. We went snorkeling in the sea and in an underground river and got to see all of the exotic fauna up close. There was an aquarium, a small zoo, a huge “mariposario,” (which I don’t know the English name for, but it is basically a humongous cage in which they “cultivate” --they don’t like the word “breed” for some reason-- butterflies), and a full size ball game stadium, among other things. We also saw a Folkloric show that included a re-enactment of the ancient ball game… it was beautiful.

Cancun itself is beautiful. The sand looks and feels like white, sifted flour, and the turquoise sea seems to never end. The water is so transparent one can see the small fish swimming around one’s feet… it is quite simply the paradise. We had a blast. We sure did.

We flew in a Thursday afternoon, packed our things that night, and at 4am Friday morning we were on our way again, this time to the youth camping trip. We went to a crazy beautiful area of the Sierra. It is another kind of natural beauty –the mountain. So fresh and green and wet. It rained a lot that weekend, but the youth managed to have a deep spiritual contact with the divine and with each other. At some point the kids were all praying and singing, and it started pouring outside. It felt so physical a representation of God’s presence –the rain, falling to the ground, bouncing on the glass windows all around us. I could physically see God’s response to their prayers… I could see His hand over them, soaking them, covering them. It was a moment I want to treasure for the rest of my life.

martes, mayo 27, 2008

Misael <3





Fer :)





Graduaciones :) !!

Its lovely outside.. I like warm, rainy afternoons. Sitting at my desk, facing the windows of my room, I can hear the water fall through the leaves of the trees, the mild wind dance around, and the birds chirping..

After two days of relaxing at home with no pressing matters to tend to, everything around me is easier to enjoy. Even the fact that I don’t dare go out in the rain –which means I will have to pay a $7 dollar late fee at the library—doesn’t bother me. I’ll just have to make up for the expense elsewhere (yes, even when relaxed I am my stingy self).

The last two weeks were absolutely hectic. The end of the semester for me was only a few hours away from my flight to Dallas, which only caused me to take that first plane with a tired mind and body –I hadn’t slept for the last three nights, and I had just presented my research project during a 6-hour presentation marathon at HDS.

Going back to my alma matter –and most importantly—to my good friends Fernando and Janie was more than worth it, though. It was a good way to decompress and “reward” myself for the hard work. Graduation week was a good incentive, I have to admit.

The first day in Dallas I spent at Janie’s, for the most part relaxing, catching up with her and her husband, playing with the doggies and watching TV. I’m so glad she was able to pick me up from the airport… we got to talk and vent and joke around. Much needed girl time. That afternoon we went out to a restaurant on Greenville and had a good time with Fernando and his sister. It felt like old times… it was just us, being stupid and making fun of each other and annoying the poor waiter to death. The burgers were absolutely amazing, by the way. Or maybe I was just really hungry but wow.. big and juicy and grilled to perfection! Mine had bacon and BBQ sauce.. mmm.. Im getting hungry again…

After dinner Janie and I saw a TV show while working on her home improvement project. Im so jealous of her! I want a house of my own to work on too :) ! It was a lot of fun, though the wall paper refused to come off and we ended up giving up on it and sleeping on the couch! Hehe..

The next morning Fer’s girlfriend Stephanie and I headed over to SMU.. Good Lord, I hadn’t been there in so long! It was good to be there again. Commencement was looong and boring, except for the craziness of figuring out where Fer was at any given time and finding his family in that huge sports center. We went out to eat after that but were not able to finish it because of timing.. Fer had another ceremony and we ran out of the restaurant, take-home platters in hand, and headed back to SMU for the specific Engineering School Diploma Ceremony. I think I enjoyed that second ceremony a lot more. It took place in the large theater by Umphrey Lee, but it felt much cozier than the sports center. I went downstairs to look for Fer and got a lot of it on video. I gave those to him once we got back to his house (it was GREAT to talk to his mom and her husband… he has theological inclinations and the three of us just talked the evening away!) and I hope he saved them because I had to erase many of them in order to take video of Misael’s graduation, which was the next day. I made sure to make a copy for his grandma before we left for one of Stephanie’s friends’ graduation dinner.

So the next day, early in the morning, Janie and I drove to the wrong airport. I didn’t even realize where we were heading until I saw the actual building. Poor Janie had to turn around and drive to Love Field.. we didn’t hurry too much and I still made it to my flight on time! I always get these airport adventures… good thing we left the house early :)

I got to El Paso right on time, and Misael and Abi picked me up… They were a bit late because my parents had not been able to find their passports on time to pick me up. Dad and Mom did catch up with us at my aunt Sandra’s house… It was a stressful hour or so, though, because we were afraid Mom and Dad were not going to make it to Misael’s baccalaureate, which was to take place that afternoon. But Mom found the passports and Sarai and her family joined them, and we all took showers at my aunt’s place, got all dressed up, and drove back to LPI for a fun, beautiful ceremony. I think I may have embarrassed my poor little brother, getting every single movement of his on video.. but I couldn’t help myself. They had a wonderful candle ceremony, and Misael, being part of the Lay Ministry group, was one of the ceremony participants. He was loud and clear and he looked so handsome :) ! After the service we took pics with Misael, and he and Abi took pics with their high school friends.. it was a lot of fun.

I also got to see some of my old high school friends and teachers, got a wedding invitation, and was even offered a teaching position! Though right now it is not possible for me to teach at LPI, being offered a position there was a personal achievement for me. I was very happy.

After the ceremony and the pictures we headed over to Olive Garden.. the first was full to the rim, so we drove to a second one and got in within the minute. We were our loud, talkative selves, and we cheered Misael, and we had a hearty semi-Italian meal, and all were merry :)!

The next day Misael went to my aunt’s place after taking Abi to school, and we watched a little TV while waiting for her to be done with school. Around 11 or so we went to LPI to pick her and Sharon (his girlfriend) up, and we went to the mall for some shopping and then headed to the movies. It was a fun, warm day, and I just loved being able to spend time with my siblings.

The following day was Misael’s commencement, so everybody was at my aunt’s house early that day getting ready. We went to the mall that morning, did some shopping, and had lunch with my aunt Betty and her kids. We headed over to the theatre where they held the ceremony (I think this time we were actually early to it) and found good seats, to the side of where Misael was going to sit. The ceremony was very nice, they had a good speaker, and Misael took the walk :) Afterwards the usual picture taking ensued, and then we were off for dinner.

Misael and Abi stayed with me the next day and we bummed around in my aunt’s house watching TV and eating a lot… the usual vacation time activities. Hehe… that night my grandparents, my uncle Dario and his family, and my aunt Mari and her family came to my aunt Sandra's house to visit my siblings and me. They congratulated Misael and me, and we had dinner together and watched movies and talked about wedding stuff with my cousin Rocio, who just recently got married through the civil court to Walker. They will be getting married this July. My grandparents lead a prayer for them and the life they are about to start together.... So much to celebrate!

And then the airport craziness happened the following day, which extended my traveling time back to Boston for another day. But here I am.. blogging away.. happy that I have little else to do :)! Pictures and video clips to follow.

viernes, abril 11, 2008

Video Clips from Spring Break :P The Drama, The Love, The Fun Times...

Spring Break was amazing. Amazingly crazy, amazingly cute, amazingly thought-provoking, amazingly everything :) Hehe. Im in love :)




Im sure you dont want to know everything I was saying (we're stuck.. I abhor public restrooms.. all flights are either canceled or full.. we're still stuck in this darn airport .. it's been 9hrs.. 12 hrs.. 20 hrs.. we dont even want to keep track anymore... we haven't slept.. and someone just woke us up to vacuum the area we were sleeping on... how many flight waiting lists have we been on by now? etc etc :P) OMG my eye bags near the end :P The last part is the "plane-wash." They poured an ice-melting liquid on the wings of the 3rd plane we boarded :P I was freaking out, thinking they might take too long and we'd miss our time-frame for departure. But after that, we were finally on our way to KC. SoOoo Yeah.. this is a token of our empathy for American Airlines customers. Continental did it to us too.

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AF is a wonderful musician :) He's kindly accepted to play during our ceremony.. It was a lot of fun to visit with him and share the joy of Easter with him and his congregation. The Lord Is Risen!!


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Our friend A danced during the HELP program, which raised funds for the Bolivian disaster victims. It was so much fun, the food was good, and the company was even better :)
Sorry.. video was too long. I will try to post it later on.

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This is a clip from the night before I left. BD celebration with Qs friends from the department. It was so much fun :) The basketball championship aside, this was the BD gift of the year, if you ask me :P We luv youuu Q!!


<3

jueves, marzo 06, 2008

I was on the T today...

Going towards Cambridge.. snoozing.. happily.. and I woke myself up. Not snoring tho.. it was a sneeze. Two or three ppl chuckled..

Last night a sweet old man came in the wagon, a little intoxicated. He sat down beside me and asked me how my day was. Again (second time I do this in a month! ugh), trying to be positive, I smiled and said "..Good.. good..." --completely overlooking that his day must have not been that great. "How was yours?"
"Oh.. some parts of it were good.. some not so much"
I thought about a little quarrel I had with a professor that morning. "Yeah, that's the way it usually goes"
I dozed off for a little bit... day dreaming.. and then he tapped me on the shoulder to get my attention again "I'm happy that you're happy." That's when my mistake hit me. "It makes me happy to know other people are happy"
OMG.. Im so stupid..
I looked at him, meaning to say Im sorry. But all that came out, after a bit of a pause, was "Thank you." He smiled at me.. ear to ear. I was also smiling, but I was still embarrassed.

He got off at South Station. "Weell.. you have a nice day, young lady " He said...
"Yes, you too, sir.."
He fell on his way out, and a young man jumped out of his seat and asked him if he was alright and helped him up. The man said a heartfelt "Please excuse me.." and continued on his way out...
... and I came out of that train, twenty min after that, wondering if I would have felt the way I felt if he hadn't been a grandfather figure... if he hadn't been so lovable...

I learned the Bible verse when I was a child "Love your neighbor as yourself." Such a simple, beautiful principle. The basis of Christianity. And yet I still have some trouble loving a specific type of people. And even those whose life of loss or oppression or limited options I feel I can relate better to... sometimes I talk to insensitively.. I thought Id learned that lesson a while ago... Sometimes people dont need to know how great your day was.. especially if it wasnt that great to begin with... sigh..

But there it is.. I am amazed, amazed at how lessons come to me in the places where I less expect them.. hehe.. the T...

lunes, marzo 03, 2008

Y Dijo Dios, Sea el Fin...

Y fue el fin.

Mas o menos asi se siente. Abrupto. Irreverente. Semi-comico, agri-dulce. Casi ridiculo. Aparentemente incongruente, pero al final con alguna razon desconocida. Al menos solo eso me queda esperar.. porque por mas que pienso no logro entender como una familia puede sobrevivir al cancer para luego perderla por un accidente como este...

Ha sido una semana de aquellas. Todavia me siento fuera de mi cuerpo. Pero en fin.. ya paso --para mi, por la mayor parte. Espero que pase pronto para su abuela y su prometido.. y para sus amigos mas cercanos...

Por mi parte, pienso que no nos queda mas que celebrar su vida. La vida. Y nada mas.

domingo, febrero 17, 2008

Ecclesiology and the Anti-Praxis of Liberation Theology

Speaking of post-Enlightenment responses (such as modern cosmopolitanism, liberation theology, and even that new trend that they call reconciliation theology) made me think of Schleiermacher, “the father of modern protestant theology,” whose Ecclesiological a priori principles could be very briefly listed. He strongly advocates a type of Church theory that emphasizes communion to such an extent that some believe him to have been anti-institutional (thus my mental link to liberation theology…):

1. The Church is first and foremost a fellowship or communion with God through Jesus and the Spirit that is shared among Christians.

2. The Church is the corporate life brought about by Jesus; its origins must be grasped historically and dynamically. Its foundation lies in a religious intimacy between Jesus and his followers that grows organically through the spread of like relationships. Schleiermacher identified religious self-consciousness, which is also a consciousness of God, as the basis of religion. This consciousness or piety leads naturally to fellowship or communion which in the case of Christianity is the Church. In On Religion Schleiermacher lingered on the topic of intimacy, discussing how religious consciousness dissolves the artificial boundaries of our personalities and immerses ourselves within the feeling of comradeship. In The Christian Faith he described Christian redemption as arising through fellowship with Jesus, and the emergence of the Church as a necessary extension of such fellowship.

3. The Church is an intrinsic dimension of revelation and not an added extra. Schleiermacher argued that whether in the modern era or in the time of Christ, Christian redemption takes place always and necessarily within the context of a fellowship. It is not enough to say only that individuals first have their own personal transforming experiences and then come together to form a fellowship. Christ's ministry took place within a context in which a collective need for redemption and its expectation already existed. Moreover, each personal Christian experience takes place within and is conditioned by a fellowship that took form with Christ's first public appearance. The resulting organization finds its roots in this initial self-organizing principle.

4. The Lord's Supper is the highest representation of church unity, achieving fellowship with Christ and fellowship among believers. The most apt image for describing the Church is that of the body of Christ. Although he explicitly rejected the Roman Catholic view that stresses transubstantiation, Schleiermacher also rejected views that characterize the Lord's Supper as merely figurative. He saw the Lord's Supper as the primary way of maintaining the living fellowship with Christ, so that all other forms of "enjoyment" of Christ are either an approximation to it or a prolongation of it. I would not necessarily agree with this last point, but I find his acceptance of the Holy Communion as more than simple symbolism refreshing and true.

5. The unity present in Christian fellowship requires certain essential elements. Schleiermacher held that since Christian fellowship must exist alongside the world, it will possess organizational elements such as laws and structures of authority. Most of these elements are historically variable, but there must be certain essential elements that account for continuity in self-identity. Schleiermacher identified these elements as Holy Scripture, ministry of the Word of God, baptism, the Lord's Supper, the power of the keys, and prayer in the name of Jesus. He links these six elements with the threefold ministry of Christ as prophet, priest, and king, and thus considers them to be the continuation of the activities of Christ himself.

6. Historical manifestations of the Church will legitimately be diverse. Church unity is not narrow uniformity but a reality that exists amid the dynamic interplay of many diverse elements; unity and diversity are complementary rather than contradictory. The main purpose of church authority is to counter those who insist on making their own mode of thinking obligatory, as the only expression of the common spirit. Because it exists in the world, the visible Church has many mutable and corruptible elements. It is subject to error and division. Only the invisible Church is infallible and unified. Each part of the visible Church should be aware of its own incompleteness, and open to fellowship with other parts. It could be argued, then that he believed that Protestantism and Roman Catholicism can be viewed as incomplete mediations of Christianity. “Religion is but a human attempt to reach God,” my dad once told me.

7. Church unity requires some normativity in its basic expressions of revelation. Scripture is the most basic norm of revelation; Protestants are bound also by Evangelical confessional documents; dogmas are necessary but provisional. Sources of dogma such as the witness of the patristic writers and the decrees of early church councils can be valuable but are not binding.

8. The Church is trinitarian.

All of this to go back to one main, ever-important argument that Christianity is not an ideology nor a juridical institution, but an event that has individual and communal dimensions and that spreads organically.

I believe it is this basic concept of the organically spiritual structure of the church that I did not have on the surface of my consciousness when I had a troubling discussion with the head of an important alliance that promotes the rights and welfare of immigrants in MA ---a lady whose work I deeply admire, but whose ideology I almost immediately found to be disconcertingly incorrect…

I met her at the Solutions Conference at HDS, where she and a colleague spoke about their work as an umbrella structure for different organizations… I had a word with her about my personal work aspirations, and about my interest in grass-roots activism, a short little spiel which of course she gladly absorbed. It was when I spoke of the possibility of communal work between the churches, of the collaboration between organizations, the government, and the church, that her semblance changed.

“I met a wonderful group of people in Puebla,” she said. (She’s not Mexican, so my mind went directly to the late 1970’s CELAM conference in Puebla, during the height of liberation theology within the Catholic and Orthodox Churches) “That once told me this… La Iglesia y la Politica son tiburones. Con los tiburones, tienes tres opciones: Una, nadar a la par. Dos, nadar contra ellos y atacarlos. Tres, ignorarlos.” She paused for a moment. “Ellos me dieron una gran leccion, la gente de Puebla. Yo estaba intentando nadar en contra de los tiburones. Hay que ignorarlos. Hay que hacer lo que tenemos que hacer, y dar en cuenta que no deben tener el poder que tienen. Si nadamos en contra de ellos, les damos el poder.”

She proceeded to draw a circle and a triangle. “La politica y la iglesia, ambas tienen estructura de piramide” And she went on to explain that what we should structure our society not in a manner that gives the power to one person (the president, the pope) but to all (and she re-traced her circle). It was quite an impressive little homily. The only issue I had was, what do you do about leadership? It will always exist; it will always be needed. That is the problem with liberation theology. They go on and on about the liberation of the poor, and their so called "preferential option for the poor," and they let their socialist tendencies go overboard. This is not a circular, all-encompassing order. As a matter of fact, they do not offer an alternate order. “So if democracy is a pyramid, then what structure can be placed that will resemble the circular graph of power?” I didn’t say it, but God, I was dying to ask, “Socialism? Marxism? Communism??” I did ask, though what she thought would be an alternate way of structuring our society and the Church. No answer. She very gallantly left that up to me to figure out. She advocated the destruction, through the simple “ley del hielo,” as we call the systematic, childish ignoring of people we’re mad at in Northern Mexico, of our present political and religious system. Destruction without any hope for reconstruction.

What I figured out, (lol.. even if entirely too late), is that the Church, as it is structured today, accepts leadership, but is ultimately not a pyramid (nor is it a damned polarized shark), but a communal organization. And perhaps now would my previous statement make more sense: “All of this to go back to one main, ever-important argument that Christianity is not an ideology nor a juridical institution, but an event that has individual and communal dimensions and that spreads organically. I believe it is this basic concept of the organically spiritual structure of the church that I did not have on the surface of my consciousness when I had a troubling discussion with the head of an important alliance that promotes the rights and welfare of immigrants in MA…”

An organic structure. Not a circle, not a pyramid, but a body. A tree. A living organism. A much more realistic, much more complex approach. Christianity as an organic event. Cosmopolitanism, the ideal of global justice according to which, in some fundamental respects, all individual human beings matter, and matter equally. Democracy, which renders power, though not incautiously, to the people, and still allows for the fair structuring of leadership. I cannot believe how much this small triumph excites me. The triumph over the simplistic symbolism behind a circle and a triangle! This lady… she shall remain unnamed, but for all the mental tribulation her simple conversation with me set off, she still needs to take a philosophy course or two. And that, querida familia mia, was my little ideological triumph of the month.

jueves, febrero 14, 2008

Feliz Dia de San Valentin

To all of those who are happily, madly, OH-so-wonderfully IN LOVE..
FELIZ DIA DEL AMOR Y LA AMISTAD :)!

domingo, febrero 10, 2008

FELIZ CUMPLE MISAEL

Te quiero un mil.... :*

Hierophanies

Went out with the girls tonight. We watched Juno. Good movie.. Fable-like... in my opinion. The movie is about teen pregnancy, abortion, adoption, love... a very universal story --simultaneously mundane and spiritual. We took the T to Park Street and walked to the movie theater.. talked about small city mindsets and worldviews in comparison with those the ppl in/from big cities have.. criticized the NY Times cartoonist... talked about maps and borders and transnationalism... about women's liberation.. about hierophanies.. and about taking the last train...
The last time I took the last train, I was in Madrid.. and the whole outing felt so much like my outings with Scott and Peter --well, except of course, I went out with girls this time. I enjoyed it a lot. Ceme's friend is swimming with the polar bear group tomorrow morning. I think it's wonderfully outrageous... and she's been doing it for three years! It's insane, and I haven't done something insane in a long time.
I suppose we all need it once in a while.. the sacred, the mundane, and the hierophanies that bring them together... The chaotic insanity and the clean-cut & rational... the fables that ring painfully true... The outings that remind you that all of this exists, and that you so deeply enjoy the craziness of the world.

jueves, febrero 07, 2008

Im overwhelemed...

With paperwork.
The architecture program, taxes, my enrollment, trying to get married (I didnt even count those)... even the freaking USB took up 4 hrs of my life. I should have just paid the fee for that one.
I have a whole in my stomach.
Just wanted to say that.

jueves, enero 24, 2008

Cuan Grande es El :)!

Señor mi Dios
al contemplar los cielos
el firmamento y las estrellas mil
al oír tu voz en los potentes truenos
y ver brillar el sol en su cenit

Coro
Mi corazón entona la canción
Cuan grande es El, cuan grande es El
mi corazón entona la canción
cuan grande es El, cuan grande es El

Cuando recuerdo del amor divino
Que desde el el cielo al salvador envió
aquel Jesús que por salvarme vino
y en una cruz sufrió por mí, murió,
Coro

Cuando el Señor me llame a Su presencia
Al dulce hogar al cielo de esplendor,
le adoraré cantando la grandeza
de Su poder y su infinito amor
coro

Cancer is gone...

My grandpa Joe's cancer is gone.
I'm so happy...
Maybe I'm so happy I don't know what to do with the feeling.
He's been in therapy for so long... I was not expecting such tremendous news. How it happened, I do not know. All I know is whatever the circumstances, it was a miracle. Grandma was ecstatic. Called to tell Dad, and he passed the phone to Mom. I was in the back seat of the car and heard the whole thing. I can't believe it. I'm almost afraid of celebrating, it's too good to be true!
But there it is... Grandpa is healthy again... He's recuperating, gaining weight.
The cancer is gone...
It's gone!!

miércoles, enero 23, 2008

:(

Soy libre! Anoche estuve hasta tarde, pero terminé mi ensayo... y ahora tengo hasta el Martes a las 9am para estar con mi family... y no sé qué hacer... Con mi tiempo... que siempre parece estarse acabando...
Ha sido tan lindo estar en casa... ojalá no tuviera que irme nunca. Cada día me pregunto con más fuerza si estar tan lejos vale la pena. Yo quisiera... si este mundo fuera perfecto... yo quisiera tener tiempo.

domingo, enero 13, 2008

* * Congratulations Janie!! * *

I WANT TO WISH MY AWESOME FRIEND JANIE
A WONDERFUL, HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

AND I'D ALSO LIKE TO CONGRATULATE HER ON HER ENGAGEMENT!!
..:: YOU TWO ARE ABSOLUTELY PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER... AND I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOUUU!! ::..

LOVE YA!!

sábado, enero 12, 2008

Winter Break

Q is back and safe at home by now...
I miss him lots!

The computer broke down (actually, it exploded in the middle of the night, according to Dad. I was asleep and did not hear a thing) which means that the pictures that Q downloaded from his camera are now all gone... and I have to download them all over again :P SooOoo.. that's why this post has no pics.. but I will post them soon :)

Christmas was amazing... New years was amazing too... It was good to be home, and it was good having Q with me for the holidays...
Q and I got here on the same day.. hehe.. after crazy flights. We got some wedding planning done before Xmas. Misael and Abi were in the youth group's Christmas play, which was so much fun to watch! Christmas at home and at my grandparents was lots of fun: all the usual cooking and eating, and even some karaoke! It was great :)! Then we headed to NM, where we visited Q's parents and had a great time meeting their family friends and doing puzzles ;)! we also went skiing, which was quite a fun, exciting experience :)! we enjoyed the Mexican taqueria too! hmm.. and the craft paper we got during our little shopping trip.. hehehe...
Q and I also finalized our engagement in Mexican tradition :) We had the pedida de mano our second night there.
New years we spent at my aunt Sandra's. Hm.. I just realized Q didnt have much turkey this season. We had ribs and pork (what was it?pork something.. I forget the fancy names) at home, tamales and guisado and more ribs at my grandmother's house, and chicken and pozole at my aunt's. We did have ham and turkey for the Susana Wesley dinner, though. And we had leftover ham with his parents... I think ham counts as American traditional Xmas food, right?
Dia de Reyes was last Sunday. Sarai and Daniela got monitos from the rosca. Q and I pretty much just sat in the living room and ate and watched the familia.

Estuvo todo bastante bien, creo. Fue lindo tenerlos a todos juntos. Q se fue hace unos dias, despues de Dia de Reyes. La planeacion de la boda sigue bien... parece que vamos a tiempo con todo. Q fue conmigo a ver los lugares, y fue muy cooperativo y puso atencion a todo. Sus comentarios han sido siempre alentadores y de mucha ayuda...es un amor con patitas, mi nin~o!
Hoy lo extran~aba un poco mas, y cuando estabamos hablando y se iba a despedir me sentia tan solita que le dije que me acababa de acomodar... asi que aunque estaba cansado se quedo conmigo hasta que me senti mejor. Son esas cositas que me hacen ver lo bello que es tener a alguien como el...

Sigh.. Im ready to go to bed now..