I need to sleep

I’M GOING HOME TOMORROW!


It feels great… almost done… almost done. School has been challenging this semester. Not too intellectually demanding, but exceptionally time consuming. Add to that the fact that I cannot concentrate or get organized. And then the butterfly effect. Forget about physics… this is telephone calls, random assignments, lots of errands, and a multi-dimensional sense of responsibility. One small event at a time, one minute after the other, the day drifts away, never to come back… and the list doesn’t get any shorter… good Lord, no wonder America produces so many businessmen. Had I been brought up here, I’d be a machine… I am afraid I am quite insufferable as it is. lol… craziness…

I am glad I am so busy, though. The craziness keeps me accountable. I stay busy, I get things done, I make sure I know what I need to learn and I make sure things work the way they are supposed to.

And then I go home, and I think. I ponder. I reflect on what I’ve done, on what others around me have done, on what I can learn and what I can reinforce. I go over things over and over again until I either make perfect sense out of them or they make a mess out of me. It is a terrible thing. And yet I cannot help it… and even sadder, I enjoy it. I live a chaotic, yet quite enjoyable life.

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My family is doing great. Dad’s feeling better… might go to LA to buy more merchandise. Mom is going crazy, the end of her semester also getting near, and has been writing exams and finalizing most of the paperwork. Sarai is doing well, no complications of any kind so far, still pretty sure she will be having a baby boy. Abi and Misi will be going through final exams after Thanksgiving… and so will I. I called Grandma last Sunday… the entire family was there, and it had been my Dad’s turn to cook, so they were having great food… they all sounded like they were having a good time. Some of my uncles might be coming to Dallas for my graduation, which is amazing… I’ve never been visited by my family, other than my parents and my sister, so this is all very exciting.

The boy’s brother is in town : ) Poor thing must be having a blast… sitting around while we are in class… which reminds me… I have class in 6 mins… lol… gotta go…