De todo un poco

Rush terminó. Finalmente. Después de nueve eventos consecutivos, uno detrás del otro... necesitábamos descansar. Me dá gusto porque ahora es tiempo para el chapter. Podemos planear nuestro Formal. Podemos hacer servicio comunitario. Podemos hacer muchas cosas más.
Well, other from that, I think the week has passed by pretty fast. All the normal stuff (school, church, A'Psi) and some other things... No he dormido mucho esta semana. Por culpa de dos ensayos, una clase de filosofía, y un nuevo amigo. Esta semana decidí leer y estudiar como es debido, y he trabajado duro para reponerme de la semana anterior. Anoche estudié con un grupo de amigos, y un chico con el que salí el fin de semana pasado me llamó mientras mis amigos y yo estudiábamos. Se nos unió, pero la verdad es que yo estaba algo incómoda. Cuando el chico iba de vuelta a casa, intentó besarme... le dije que no... pero luego me quedé pensando: I was smiling when I said "Sorry, man... can't do this." "What... why? You can't kiss me?" and I just grabbed him by the shoulder, turned him around, and pushed him. "I'll see you around" I said. He kept walking, but turned his face to me... he was confused, but still smiling. "ok... see you around." he stared for a second and then he left. WHY did I think it was comical? Why was I smiling? ... and then I didn't really give it a second thought. I said no, and I didn't take it seriously (at all), and I didn't feel bad for the boy (granted, we went on two dates, but I usually still feel horrible!), and I went back to the lab where my friends were studying and kept reading... and now I'm thinking... what is wrong with me? I don't get attached to people so easily any more, and I wonder if it's really such a great thing... I smiled... !!
Grandfather called me yesterday too. No lo hace muy seguido. Me preocupé un poco. Me pidió que orara por mi tío Darío, por su familia, y por él y mi abuela. Ultimamente ha estado un poco estresado, y bueno, no es bueno que un hombre de su edad se preocupe tanto. Seguiré orando... le llamé a mi tío ese mismo día... fé, hay que tener fé.
Esta semana hice un buen amigo. Le he visto mucho... hoy fuimos (Yuritza, él, y yo) a ver una película que la escuela presentó, y después intentamos estudiar. Terminamos en la terraza del Student Center, platicando de todo un poco. Si logro encontrar quien me lleve de compras (mi carro sigue descompuesto), mañana será día de cocina. Vamos a cocinar en casa de Aleks. He estado esperando toda la semana... dos semanas de piso limpio y mi orgullo culinario están en peligro... veremos... si hace espageti está muerto : ) le gano con la mano en la cintura!
I've been busy this week. Haven't gone running ...at all. The Dedman center opens tomorrow, though... I'll go check it out this weekend. I'm trying to get back on track. Getting organized, reading for all my classes, researching jobs/grad schools, putting my emotions together, staying in touch with my family, fixing my car's battery and getting insurance... got lots to do bf I can say I'm back on track. I need to make sure I don't loose focus again... it's just a little hard with so many distractions! ... I need my sanity, though... can't have too much of a good time. I promise I won't work too much either. We had CHAS meeting today, and Fernando had to take the sign-up sheets from me so I didn't get so involved. then dinner with the chapter, then dinner with the NO students, then the academic session (well...), then chapter, then movie time (Corpse Bride... cute, but gloomy... ), then "studying". Fer wanted me to go dancing with him.... I REALLY wanted to go... but no, I needed to read and sleep. and I did... and I will...
So much has happened in such short time... need to slow down a little bit...
alright... Im gonna go sleep, that's what Im gonna do...